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Location: California, United States
Birthday: 5/30/1985
Gender: Female


Interests: I enjoi playin' volleyball, surfing, skiing, running, working out, shopping and just chillin' with da homies!
Expertise: volleyball...we in da huddle all smokin that cheech n chong!
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Member Since: 10/8/2003

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Monday, November 17, 2003

mood:  depressed

Teal...you will be greatly missed and i just wanna say that i'm  glad that i got the chance to get to know you for the time being...i can't believe that your'e gone girl...we used to kick it at skewl and always update each other on all the shite going on in our lives

we had some good times together at Ian's with the whole crew...

God Bless all your friends and family, and you will always be remembered


Wednesday, October 29, 2003

This is a fire in Simi VaLLey....damn is that some preTTy scary sh!t!!!

thanks DaNNy that's an awesome picture


Monday, October 27, 2003

wow...fire is sOO destructive!   it's crazy...i went to schOOL today and my teacher wasn't even there so i left, but i could sEE sOO much smoke, it was just everywhere! then animals were evacuated and they kept them at Pierce since they have aLL that property and people were taken to Granada HiLLs High schOOL. wow i can sEE the flames and everything from my house! i hope that it doesn't spread tOO much more...there is sOO much ash everywhere...can you just imagine what the Holocaust would have bEEn like...aLL that ash and it wasn't from burning brush and sh!t...it was human beings??

 

weLL gOOd luck to aLL...be safe and take carez...i'LL write more later! BiyEE


Friday, October 24, 2003

Easier to Run

Linkin Park...CD: Meteora

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something long
It’s so much easier to run
Replace all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I’ve been locked away where one could never see
look so different, never show,
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years theyv'e played 

[Mike’s part]
If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame and the pain I would
If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame and the blame

It's easier to run replacing this pain with something long
It’s so much easier to run
Replace all this pain here all alone

Some things I remember but thought the soul bypassed
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think I’m letting go and never looking back
I never really thought so, I never realized?

[Mike’s part]
If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame and the pain I would
If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame and the blame

Just watch it in the sun
All of the helplessness as I’ve
Pretending I don’t feel misplaced
It’s so much simpler to change

It's easier to run replacing this pain with something long
It’s so much easier to run
Replace all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run

If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made

It's easier to run

If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame with me

 

Somewhere Where I Belong

(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all that they can see the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[Repeat Chorus]

I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today

[Repeat Chorus]

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong

Note:  I love Linkin Park soo fuckin much...when i'm feelin like sh!t and don't wanna talk or do anything, the best thing to do is put on their CD and fuckin vent with them! i love them soo much, their music rox!!!   These are my moods...before and after - - - - - - - - - -  .................. - - - - - - - - - - - -


Wednesday, October 22, 2003

Hey Wud up??! i hope everybody is well and in good health...cuz i know i'm not...lol.  I'm soo sick dude, being sick sux a lot of ass!  excuse me, i'm a lil...very upset! lol. anyways baseball makes me feel good, so i'm obviously watching the WorLD SeRiEs! yay...baseball is awesome! well the YankEEs lead the series 2 games to 1...c'mon MaRliNs...you can do it! i hope

hey for all you awesome v-ballers, subsribe to this really kewl free catalog...call

1-800-543-0130   "Volleyball USA"-->the name of the catalog

alright back to the game, i can't think of anything more to say...lol

love you all....GoOd LuCk ChAtSwOrTh GuRLs VoLiBaLL....i <3 ya'll



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